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The Windmills of Your Mind LINKS ABOUT THIS SONG music: Michel Legrand lyrics: Alan and Marilyn Bergman release date of this version: April 25, 2023 length: 3 min 54 sec vocals: Chris Tong karaoke arrangement: KaraFun Karaoke My cover of one of my favorite songs from the 1960's, a unique and truly haunting song: The Windmills of Your Mind. I'm singing to a karaoke orchestral version of the song, based on a cover by Tina Arena. I've also made major changes to the lyrics, mainly to draw out the song's spiritual themes. LYRICS Like a circle in a spiral. |
ADDITIONAL NOTES INTRODUCTION The Windmills of Your Mind has always intrigued me because it is a very unusual song. That's why I wanted to do a cover of it. And that's why I'll now be doing a deep dive, as we explore this song together. A bit about the origin of The Windmills of Your Mind. In 1968, Norman Jewison was directing a romantic heist film, The Thomas Crown Affair. He needed a song to accompany a scene where a glider makes several circles before landing. He commissioned Michel Legrand (music) and Alan and Marilyn Bergman (lyrics) to write the song. It was the post-Sergeant Pepper era, and psychedelic songs were the rage. So Jewison was using the Beatles' Strawberry Fields Forever as a temporary musical accompaniment for the scene, and he asked the songwriters to write something similarly psychedelic. So the Bergmans consciously went about creating what they referred to as a "mind trip", where the words unfolded in a "stream of consciousness" manner (as in the line, "the autumn leaves were turning to the color of her hair"), and included surreal images such as "the world is like an apple spinning silently in space" and "a carousel running rings around the moon".More about where the lyrics came from (from this article): "The lyrics they came up with had a psychedelic quality, and they were indeed influenced by a drug — but not LSD. 'When I was seven I had my tonsils out,' Marilyn Bergman told the Jewish Chronicle. 'As they gave me the ether, I remember this circular descent into a sleep state.' Alan Bergman, for his part, said he was trying to evoke a swirling feeling of anxiety 'and you can’t turn your brain off'." As for the music: Legrand had a background as a jazz pianist and writing classical/jazz/orchestral movie scores, like the beautiful, well-known song, I Will Wait For You, in the French musical romance film, The Umbrellas of Cherbourg. (Connie Francis' English version of I Will Wait For You had given the song global recognition, and the song was nominated for the 1966 Academy Award for "Best Original Song".) So Legrand was not about to write an experimental, pop-rock song with a mellotron synthesizer, instruments/voices recorded backwards, etc. like The Beatles' Strawberry Fields Forever. Nonetheless, Legrand's music for the song is unusual and musically unique, comprised of a single melody that is repeated over and over. I'll say much more about this a little later. LYRICS If you're familiar with the original song, you'll hear many lines in my lyrics that are familar, many lines that are new, and some lines that are familiar but are being used in a new way. I've included the original lyrics in a later section, for reference and comparison. Spiritual themes. Most listeners are attracted to — and haunted by — the song's words, because they sound like they are pointing to something profound — even if the listener can't quite put their finger on what that is. Of course, not everyone agrees that there is anything profound present. English poet, Ian McMillan, wrote: "It's a fantastic song, but the words appear to mean something when they don't." I've always loved both the music and the words. And I have a different take on the lyrics than McMillan's. To me, it feels like the songwriters were "channeling" something that was real but which they themselves didn't fully understand, and so only bits and pieces of recognizable meaning made it through intact. The rest is half there, suggestively, but not spelled out. But enough is there that, when listeners hear it, many recognize something that is true on a deep level (the level of half-fleshed out Jungian archetypes), and so they have a strong response to it, without knowing precisely why. It has always seemed to me that there was a spiritual significance to what was trying to be communicated through this song. And so, in creating my version, I set out to re-write the song, in a way that would bring out and make clear and obvious the otherwise relatively obscure spiritual meanings. This next part of my article will be somewhat unusual in that I have a rare opportunity to link two usually separate parts of my life and wear a couple of different "hats" as I write. Sometimes I will be writing as a songwriter and lyricist; and sometimes I will be writing as a spiritual author. To me, the words to The Windmills of Your Mind hint at several key spiritual themes that appear in spiritual traditions (especially Eastern spiritual traditions):
The wheel within a wheel. From a spiritual viewpoint, it becomes clear what the curious expression, "a wheel within a wheel" (or "circle in a spiral"), is about. The two wheels are the "ever-spinning" mind, and the wheel of birth and death that is reincarnation. Which wheel is inside the other depends on one's point of view. The song's description of the mind as "ever-spinning" is a double entendre. On the one hand, the windmill blades never stop turning. Even when we sleep, the mind keeps generating dreams (in "REM sleep"). The only break from the mind most people get is in deep sleep ("non-REM sleep"). On the other hand, as the machine of mind turns, it generates or "spins" (as in "weaves") an endless stream of mind forms: thoughts, images, etc. The "spiral" (of "a circle in a spiral") reflects the fact that one doesn't just merely go round in circles, lifetime after lifetime, on the wheel of birth and death; rather, one is slowly evolving or "raising one's vibration". Ultimately one is changing one's residence to increasingly higher, spiritual dimensions of Reality that are more "heavenly" than this material dimension. The briefness of a human life. The briefness of a human life (and the ephemeral nature of everything in life, e.g., relationships, possessions, etc.) is a theme of all spiritual traditions, and mortality is a significant reason why people are interested in spirituality in the first place. The Bergmans have written many songs that focus on that theme, including The Way We Were and You Don't Bring Me Flowers (Anymore), so the appearance of that theme in this song by them is not too surprising. The first
place I focus on this theme is in these lines: The next place I focus on this theme is in these lines: Reincarnation. The lyrics in my song on this theme are:
Once we consider the possibility of reincarnation, we can see many things in life which reincarnation can help explain, from deja vu experiences, to experiencing a strong connection to someone you've only just met in this lifetime (because of a "past-life connection"), child prodigies (who were masters of a particular skill or talent in their past lives), transgender people (who were a different gender in their last life), etc. If reincarnation occurs, then a single human lifetime is only a very small piece of our entire personal history, a "fragment of a song", to express it in the beautiful, poetic manner of the song's lyrics. To round out the verse on reincarnation, I added one more line: Then we're born again, forgetting One of the oddest things about reincarnation is that we don't generally remember our past lives (without the help of something like past-life regression). Dr. Stevenson's studies mitigate that somewhat, in that it seems many of us do remember some things for a while, as young children, and have that experience of "half-remembered names and faces, but to whom do they belong?" There are a number of explanations for why most of us forget, but that's beyond what I can explore in this short space. What happens between death and re-birth. While we can amuse ourselves with the idea of reincarnation and past lives — "I think you were Cleopatra and I was Mark Antony" — it is a serious subject with many deep implications. The first implication for many of us is: relief — our existence doesn't just cease at death! But following right on that is the next big implication: something happens to us between when we die and when we are re-born. What exactly do we experience? In what is perhaps the best-known of all the many familiar passages from Shakespeare, a soliloquy from Hamlet,
the Bard leads us through a consideration about what happens to us after death: And so this passage from Shakespeare is what I'm alluding to in the second line of these lines:
While the bardos (and certainly Heaven and Hell) are often thought of as fixed places, I'm going to return to Shakespeare to explore a different view. "For in that sleep of death what dreams may come. . . must give us pause." This is often interpreted as Shakespeare alluding to Heaven and Hell. But a careful read suggests otherwise. "What dreams may come" — the obvious intrepretation is, when I die, my mind will live on, and my dreams are what is of concern. In what is probably the most comprehensive and profound book on what occurs after death, Easy Death, spiritual teacher, Adi Da, summarizes it this way: "When you're alive, you make mind. When you're dead, mind makes you." So, programmed by how we used our mind while alive, the mind spins dreams after we die which, like our dreams at night, we experience as real while we are dreaming them. We can get a sense for what we may dream after death by examining what kinds of dreams we have at night, while alive. Some may be pleasant. Some may be nightmares. Just as at night, those after-death dreams will feel real. But they will be much more intense emotionally. The physical dimension buffers a lot of that feeling intensity so we don't feel much of it while alive in physical form. But the astral dimensions we are in between lives are realms of pure mind, pure psyche, pure feeling, so everything is felt much more intensely.
In a physical body, we normally feel that there is a kind of barrier between what we think "inside" our head, and what we experience "outside" in the "objective" world. (Even though, as Adi Da puts it, the world is actually psycho-physical — what we experience in every moment is actually affected by what we are thinking and feeling, because the laws governing the "physical" universe are actually psycho-physical, involving both the physical world and the psyche, as quantum physics is beginning to discover.) But in the astral realms, there is no such sharp division between "inside" and "outside". What you think instantly manifests as the reality around you! (That's what Adi Da is referring to in writing, "When you're dead, mind makes you.") Also, when we have a nightmare while alive in physical form, we can always wake up. That option is no longer available in the astral realms, and the dreams go on until they run out of steam. So now we can make sense of my lyrics:
Spiritually better destinies. So the "windmills of our mind" are not merely nuisances that sometimes give us insomnia. They are at the core of our personal destiny. They determine (and even generate) our experience between lives. The mind also is what determines where we end up in our re-birth. If we placed a significant amount of our attention on higher, spiritual realms during our human lifetime — not just toying with the idea of such realms (in the manner of "religious believers") but actually locating and visiting these realms, via profound meditation, for significant periods while alive (as, for example, saints or yogis report doing) — then we may be able to stably shift our residence to such a higher spiritual realm after death. But most of us are born right back here in the material dimension because, regardless of whether we believed in an after life or heaven and hell, our mind was focused, our entire life, on material fulfillment, material distraction, etc. (That material focus of the mind locks us into rebirth in the material dimension.) Our ultimate destiny. Even if we attain these attain these spiritually more auspicious destinies — residing in more "heavenly" realms, with much longer lives, sweeter dreams, and fewer nightmares — we are still confined to the wheel within a wheel, still being ruled by the windmills of our mind. To put it another way: We are still dreaming — just better dreams, in a higher spiritual dimension, in a complex dream of a universe with many dimensions (material and spiritual). We all are now familiar with notions like this (where reality is not what it seems, and we only find out what is real by "waking up"), through movies like The Matrix (where you "wake up" by taking a red pill). But the story of The Matrix is a typical science fiction dystopia, where the actual reality you wake up to is a horrible one, in which malevolent AI's are in control and have enslaved humankind. In the understanding of Eastern spiritual traditions, awakening from the dream is our ultimate destiny, setting
us free from the dreams spun by the windmills of our collective minds. In those traditions, the entire universe (with its
material and spiritual dimensions) is arising in a single Consciousness (aka "God", the "Self", etc.) in the
manner of a dream. None of us have actual independent consciousness or existence, any more than the characters in our dreams at
night have independent existence. All kinds of adventures within this incredible, immensely complex dream are possible, including profound spiritual ordeals that lead us to reside
in more benign spiritual dimensions. But the
only ultimate freedom comes from waking up from the dream altogether, and restoring our True Identity as the infinite, unlimited Consciousness dreaming it all. To be standing as that Divine Consciousness
is to be in an eternal state of
Perfect Happiness and Infinite Being. (The Buddhist term,
nirvana, means cessation of vana, which means both "desire" and the otherwise endless weaving/spinning/generation
of mind forms by those windmills.) So this possibility of waking up altogether from
the endless dreams being generated by the windmills of our minds is the meaning of these lines: While the lyrics of the original song only describe or hint at the downside of being trapped in the wheel of mind and the cycle of life and death, that picture by itself is incomplete and unnecessarily negative. This is both because there is a way to experience much better dreams (by doing what it takes to "move to" a higher, better spiritual dimension), and also because there is a way to wake up altogether, to unlimited, unconditional Happiness. So I made sure my version of this song balanced out the picture by providing these lines that point the way to final and complete freedom from the windmills of our minds. MUSIC A very unusual song structure. Michel Legrand had a background as a jazz pianist and writing classical/jazz/orchestral movie scores, like the beautiful, well-known song, I Will Wait For You, in the French musical romance film, The Umbrellas of Cherbourg. (Connie Francis' English version of I Will Wait For You had given the song global recognition, and the song was nominated for the 1966 Academy Award for "Best Original Song".) So Legrand was not about to write an experimental, pop-rock song with a mellotron synthesizer, instruments/voices recorded backwards, etc. like The Beatles' Strawberry Fields Forever. Nonetheless, Legrand's music for the song is unusual and musically unique. The song does not have the usual verse / chorus structure. Instead, a single melodic line: is repeated over and over again, with different chords (whose shifts are largely dictated by the circle of fifths), and where the notes are moved up or down slightly to mesh with the changing chords. And the repeated words that function something like a brief chorus: Like the circles that you find are set to a melody constructed from the last seven notes of that same repeated melodic line. So the song is truly a masterpiece in musical parsimony! And the musical "shape" of the song, as it follows the circle of fifths and repeats the same melody at higher or lower levels is a spiral. The first section of lyrics follows suit, overtly beginning with the words "round", "like a circle in a spiral", "like a wheel within a wheel", and then giving one circular image after another, such as "like a clock whose hands are sweeping", "the world is like an apple whirling silently in space", etc. So both words and music have this overarching theme: "the circles that you find in the windmills of your mind". Mozart and the song's melody. It is very likely that the song's melody was inspired by the slow movement in Mozart's Sinfonia Concertante in E-Flat Major, K. 364: II; Andante. This is immediately apparent when you listen to the opening of the Mozart piece: The song gained recognition as soon as the movie was released, winning the 1968 Academy Award for "Best Original Song". In 2004, it was ranked #57 in the American Film Institute's "100 Years...100 Songs" survey of top songs in American cinema. Musical build. From one viewpont, The Windmills of Your Mind is a series of images without a unifying story; and it has a single melodic line that is repeated over and over. You can see how it could easily become very boring! So in general, to hold the listener's interest for the duration of the song, the arrangement requires a good "musical build", that is, a way of steadily increasing the intensity of the music throughout the course of the song. The original movie version of the song (sung by Noel Harrison) did not have any "musical build". But it was sung very quickly, so it didn't really need to hold the listener's attention for very long. (Plus, people were also watching a movie, not just listening to the song by itself.) In contrast, Dusty Springfield's version was an actual pop song release, and so it did require a musical build to hold the listener's attention and interest. And the folks who arranged the song did a brilliant job at it — virtually all musical builds for the song created since use Dusty Springield's version as their inspiration. Her version starts off quietly and contemplatively, accompanying the series of circle-related images that comprise the beginning of the song. There is no percussion. Then the song builds in intensity, starting what I think of as a "demented bossa nova". I say "demented" because usually a bossa nova is light and breezy and is in a major key (think The Girl From Ipanema).But here, the song is anything but light and breezy. And yet, somehow the bossa nova accompaniment works anyway. The percussion starts off as a light cymbal ding, and gradually grows in intensity, until it becomes a full-fledged rock rhythm near the end of the song. The arrangement I'm using in my version (based on Tina Arena's 2007 cover of the song) is like Dusty Springfield's 1968 version, but with a more modern sound. Also the full-fledged rock rhythm starts much earlier, at the start of the bossa nova. The sound of the turning windmills.That driving drumbeat is the core of the musical arrangement. It's what keeps the wheel turning. It's the very sound of the turning windmills, if you will. While I add a lot of texture in the way I sing this song, I make sure throughout that my voice is conformed to that beat, giving the song a real driven quality. Once that beat starts (when the bossa nova begins), the only pause in the beat is the brief section where I mention the way off the wheel ("as we wake up to the Real"). Then we instantly return to that driving rhythm again.Changes to the arrangement. By and large I really love the karaoke arrangement based on Tina Arena's version of the song. Humorously, the only things I don't like about her version are the beginning and the end! Her version begins with an upward guitar slide: I don't know why I dont like that sound, but in fact I cringe whenever I hear it. So I replaced it with a more contemplative sound — a sustained note on the bassoon: Songs often end either suddenly and dramatically, or they repeat and fade out. Strangely, it seemed Tina Marie's arrangers wanted to have it both ways! Which, to me, feels pretty wishy-washy, musically: In addition, it just seems obvious the "repeat and fade" style ending is the obvious choice for this song, because the song is about a "never-ending wheel". So I changed the ending to purely "repeat and fade", also echoing the word "mind" to indicate that the mind keeps spinning endlessly: MORE ABOUT THIS SONG The original lyrics. Here are the original lyrics to the song: Round What was dropped from the lyrics. In order to be able to add as much as I did to the lyrics without making the song longer, I had to drop some lines too. One easy "drop" was the repetition
of the lines: A second set of lines that I dropped were these ones: I dropped: Finally, I dropped the word, "Round", at the beginning because it seems completely superfluous, lyrically (we'll have plenty of circles, spirals, wheels, etc. later in the lyrics), and very odd, musically. I also made a few changes that are more "edits" than "drops". For example, I changed: Noteworthy versions of this song. Because of the recognition gained by the song and because of the unusual nature of the song's words and music, over the years it became a standard, covered by hundreds of singers and instrumental arrangements. I'll note several versions in particular, either because they are historical antecedents of my version, or because I found them striking in some way:
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